I feel someone behind me. I really know who he is but i just dont want him to realize that im trying to hold on my tears.
He tap on my shoulder, and i can feel from his touch that he questioning me now. But, no. That touch only freeze on a few second and then dissapeared.
When i turn around, he’s dissapeared.
I lost him. He died one years ago cause of car accident. He got that accident on his way to my home. Since that hard time i spent my life with cursing myself, punishing myself for being to ridiculous and causing he died.
I made my way to bench that i used to sit with him. I have to fix one of my sickening brain that always think and miss him in anyway. Im almost fall over, i saw him sit on that bench. From his back figure i know that it would be him. IT MUST BE. Suddenly my body trembling inside i feel that joy and grateful about this impossible moment. But deeply inside i was very scare. Im walking toward him with hesitate. Until he standup and turn around. It wasn’t him. But physically it was him. Him. My Chen.
'Hi.' he waved at me.
‘Chen…. Is that you?’
‘Chen? Is that a guy that makes you always sit in this bench? A guy that you waiting for?’
‘Youre not Chen, right? I see, yes he is. Can you let me sit on this bench, alone? Please…’
‘I’m Taeyong. Sorry for bothering and sure. I’ll gotta go now.’ he bowed and makes his way go far from me, leaving me watching his back with sob.
-sorry for my bad english;;___;; please be easy to me since im a newbie. Hahaha actually im not that sadly people but idk this scenarios suddenly come-_- OH! Am i the one or chen and taeyong smrookies had the similar faces?-